Growing up I always had a dream of my own business one day. I had many different jobs over the years and attempts to give up many things, never in my dreams. 15 years ago, my husband very ill and we had no idea what is causing the outcome of this disease.
A few months later came an opportunity for me, which I then used when buying a business. Because I always wanted my own business, and even in the illness of my husband, I decided to jump at the thought. And it was not only my own business it was to do what fascinated me.
I was emotionally drained and must be revised, never have time for me, in front of the obstacle after obstacle and never seemed to matter how many hours I worked. I began to hate.
After the first year I could really feel bad for my health and relationships. My job was to take precedence over the rest of my life. I was so afraid of not having everything I have in my power to make it work.
I came to a point where I wanted to sell and out of it. I felt like I was on the verge of collapse. You can see my whole life had taught me to believe that if I really worked hard, then I would be successful and everything I wanted. Even if I work really hard my father all his life and see at the end with nothing in the end there was a part of me that still believed. At that time, I have a program that was presented to me began to think.
The most important lesson I received from this program is that I start to perhaps even necessary. You see, I knew it would be more than what I experienced life, but I was the fault of the companies and people and everything else for the reason that things do not work in my life.
I started reading many books and seminars take more time and they were all great, and I stood there feeling good and fully motivated to make some changes. What is clear to me that I do not know how to change me? I tried a few things but nothing seemed to work, so I try to change things at work and it was not really good either.
I was very interested in personal growth and to read more books and seminars in the hope that something could help me, I had to change in order for me, my life as I wanted to live to live.
In 2004, when the “Secret” movie came out, things started to make more sense to me. Things started to happen for me and I began to feel different. I’ve always been optimistic, happier, and things began to ease a little work. Although things have improved, there was always something missing. I felt very dissatisfied.
Why did I do wrong with that?
In 2005, I received an email from one of my friends that I had not heard the last few years. In the e-mail was his statement in relation to a life coaching program he had taken. When I Testimonial I was surprised to read, so I called him immediately. Was taken after consultation and remote sensing of the difference for him, I decided to call and take the free advice available to them. I was at the time, if they could help me then maybe he could think of my husband, who lives with constant pain from his previous illness.
A week later, I was there, my coaching first, and believe me there is no turning back. A month into the program, my husband also started to meetings. Today he is back at work on a full time basis with little or no pain. Our relationship is absolutely incredible. We fell in love again. I began spending more time away from my business and life and now I have good running very efficiently and productively without me, then I find the time of freedom for the first time in my life.
I spent most of my life working hard and trying to understand things. Now, I have exceeded all limits, boundaries, beliefs and limitations of a deep sense of personal freedom and integrity prevail. I have the experience of freedom in the true sense of the word.